The phone dims back to black and I’m left in the silence.
The quiet space of no conversation and yet, it is littered with words and phrases left in the space to be picked up…
Or stepped on…
The dilemma of choice playing the backing track to my current predicament.
I… walk through the mess of words separating me from my haven and search for the two that might allow me to say good bye to the day as I enter the next in unconsciousness.
I would like to say I was successful.
But I don’t know.
I do locate the two words I think I might be of use but that resolution lies at the end of a call.
So, I watch as the backlight of the phone light back up, as I insert the two words back into the equation.
“I’m sorry,” I say.
And then watch as the time ticks away as I await a response.